nikki.grr

2011 Memories Gone right?

2011-12-30T17:44:00.000-08:00

On this last day of 2011, I would like to, express a whole year of emotion/anger/hatred/love/admiration/loathe/*insert emotional whatever here* in one sexy blog entry.

New Years Resolution. I tend to keep them, realistic.

To tolerate annoying people with such poise.

To stop eating spicy food for my ear.

To be patient with technology.

To be patient with people who is slow with technology.

To always back my files up.

To not think too much like a crazy bastard.

To be more sarcastic.

To just do it and not think.

To express admiration more openly towards the opposite sex and to have FINALLY MOVE ON.

2011 Memories GONE WRONG

Not bringing enough Adabi seasoning to Thailand during our measured drawing trip.

Getting 2nd place for Terang Architectural Workshop when we should have won :B

Killing the macbook and papa's macbook.

Leaving the car keys in the car overnight.

Spending so much in Thailand and not knowing what I bought, really.

Not having enough Holidays since the day I started Architecture.

NOT BEING ABLE TO PRESENT FOR STUDIO FINALS

FINDING OUT ABOUT MY EAR NERVE PROBLEMS

Not telling you how I really felt and now losing you sucks.

“New Year’s resolutions are like opinions, they both tend to make you look like an asshole.”

HELLO 2012 PLEASE BE NICE :B

me gusta.

2011-12-23T08:27:00.001-08:00

I missed my studio final presentation due to health reasons.

I am so depressed but I believe god has better plans for me.

and hey you.

sooner or later people will know about us.

how you are sitting on the palms of my hands.

the truth is, I don't know how to grab you.

because,

____________.

be a man. please.

I can't just lose another one.

penat lah.

2011-11-19T04:29:00.000-08:00

and I miss your good morning's and good night's.

hmm.

Archiweek

2011-11-11T04:38:00.000-08:00

This happened 2 months ago

and I just uploaded the photos on Facebook.

Lazy ass

2011-11-10T05:32:00.000-08:00

"too many people spend money they haven't earned,

to buy things they don't want,

to impress people they don't like"

-will smith.

#2

2011-11-08T08:23:00.000-08:00

I think a lot.

I do a lot of ridiculous thinking daily.

I don't plan them, it just happen. On the most bizzare places and occasions ever.

toilet breaks, lift rides, queueing at the counter, walking without a purpose, between a conversation with someone, while washing dishes...etc etc

I would stare blankly in space with the most hideous facial expression ever trying to make sense what my brain was thinking because these thoughts they flash in my head like Ferraris on a sexy day and I need to grasp the sound they're making and try to link them together so that it all makes a beautiful line of traffic Ferrari jam at the end and how an ugly cooper came into the picture, I do not know.

get it?

See that! That's me thinking and typing simultaneously (WOW NO SHIT- no what I meant was that staring blankly and thinking and typing LOL) but manage to stop because it was getting ridiculous. and if I could write an essay about what I was thinking for just about a minute,

it could go on, about 3 pages of an a4, times new roman, size 12.

Yes. I thought about that too.

God help me.

Eyegasm

2011-11-08T07:04:00.000-08:00

eyegasm

1. noun When you see somebody who you think is extremely attractive and your eyes have an orgasm.

(source : http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=eyegasm)

Hell yes.

Eargasm

2011-11-08T06:50:00.000-08:00

eargasm

1. noun. The sensation one gets while hearing a dramatic climax in music.

(source : http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=eargasm)

at it's best.

2011-11-08T06:41:00.001-08:00

I think I miss you.

I think laa.

so cepatlah balik.

meow.

Starting from today.

2011-11-06T21:57:00.000-08:00

no fast food.

just slow food.

shower.

8am onwards.

no junk food.

fruit plus candies are excluded.

time management.

Assignments ~~are/is/~~will be my best friend. I should eat/sleep/shit/marry my assignments. It is in my head 24/7, 6 days a week. YES.

dentist+facial.

Sorry mama for always failing to book an appointment. I deserve all the nag you gave me.

going out.

I will reduce this. Hopefully. ~~Eventually.~~

rice based whatever.

I live in a country where rice is a staple food. How do I avoid this! I hate going to the specialist.

I bet the Doctor hates me too, the same reason every time I see her. meow. I'm generating your income lady!

#1

2011-11-06T06:36:00.000-08:00

Here's something new.

I'll start posting things about me that people might have not know about or have already knew about but want to know about it more..? LOL Say what?

Let's start with #1.

Claustrophobic.

Yes I am. That bitch.

I do not know when I realize I was claustrophobic but it got pretty bad when I went through the Smart Tunnel 5 years back. Panic Attack. Yes.

I was travelling with my siblings and the phone camera was recording. I forgot to switched it off. What the phone recorded when I was in the tunnel was...priceless.

Macam orang kena rasuk.

Elevators too. I tend to look at my phone or talk to people or just stare at one point till the I reach the designated floor.

Rooms without windows. Dark swimming pools. Small cabinets. Small rooms. Pasar Malam.

Pasar Malam. yes. but thank god there's food to look at.

We're rollin'!

2011-11-05T09:06:00.000-07:00

and I shall wait for the day you return.

2011-10-30T12:01:00.001-07:00

Sometimes you have to think

what you did to me or others

that made them react like that

to you.

tak pernah terfikir ke?

terasa okay.

why sometimes I do not feel like talking to you

why sometimes people don't feel like acknowledging you

most of the time you have been ignored. sadly.

I prefer keeping quiet then say something

because that could erupt WWI

but sometimes I say it

but you think I was joking

READ BETWEEN MY FREAKING LINES,

please.

Maybe you did not notice

but what the hell

we all did. and felt it too.

what you said

there are limits to your jokes.

so yeah play nice.

RIP

2011-10-30T11:29:00.001-07:00

I screwed my macbook's graphic card.

I screwed my dad's macbook's graphic card.

All in 2 weeks?

sigh.

finger of death. papa just shook his head.

He was just too ____ to ask what happened? You insert the word.

I'm selling my baby soon. My baby I've been with for 4 years now.

I'm sorry I dropped you back in my foundation year. I needed to go for a sleepover and to the loo at the same time. You see, the excitement was just too overwhelming. and now you have this ugly dent I cringed every time I see it.

I'm sorry I slept without switching you off. More than once. No not twice. My 2 hands can't calculate that.

I'm sorry I bang you on the table.

I'm sorry I spit on you. I think. LOL

I'm sorry I forgot to put you in your case most of the time.

I'm sorry I left you in the studio overnight that ONE TIME.

I'm sorry I kicked you while I was getting dressed. It was on the floor! Oh sorry for putting you there.

I'm sorry for putting you upside down. and then placing books on top of you. Genius.

I'm sorry for not cleaning you, but you're super clean now :)

and I'm sorry for REPLACING YOU BABY! :(

and will be getting the iMac and a new mac pro.

I'm sorry for telling the world how I tortured you. by accident of course.

You will be missed.

Thank you for helping me finish my animation.

..all my assignments

..my designs

..my yearbook pages

..my measured drawings

..my studio work

..my reports

..my camwhoring session

..my Nicki Minah rap

..my fail iMovie

..and the list goes on.

I heart you baby! meowww.

you :)

2011-10-30T11:26:00.000-07:00

I hope you don't screw this up.

and I agree, we should take it slow.

2011-10-22T09:09:00.000-07:00

Why be nice?

Why?

Why put hopes up high for the people on the down low?

Why pour your love to your surroundings that desperately seeks them?

A hello? A "hey-I'll-pay-for-that" or "you're gorgeous baby" ? Really?

Why give me that charming smile? Or beam in my presence,

That handsome face,that cheeky laugh....oh god that sexy hair!

You lifted me high, on the highest skyscraper,

I could not sense the hard ground,

You made me feel good, as if I deserved all this,

Called my name, cared for my health, cared for me......all this to stay as...

Friends?

Why so friendly?

I see you everyday,

I wish that somehow, just maybe,

You will one day know how I feel,

How my heart beats just saying your name,

How when you smile at me, or laugh with me...or tease me,

My heart melts into a puddle on the ground,

And I smile for the rest of the day,

Because that 1 second of your attention,

Means that I was on your mind,

And that was enough to make me smile...

Through out the entire studio session.

So damn you for being nice.friendly.caring. or whatever you call it.

Stop.

See I'm already smiling.

From now on, I'll draw the line.

I have to draw a line.

A line that should have longed existed.

A line between you and me.

So...play nice.

-nikki.Grr 2011

*this has nothing to do with anyone in my studio.

2011-10-21T18:02:00.000-07:00

I think too much.
period.

2011-10-05T08:10:00.000-07:00

You said you're very open with opinions.

But you're not open about opinions made by others regarding yourself.

You hear it, wrap it up and put it in a little corner in your brain.

and claims that people are not direct with you.

Claims that people don't tell you things.

That people don't have the guts to stick it up your face.

Well, they did.

Maybe you just did not notice how you shove things like that aside.

And that's when people have problems with you.

Think about it.

2011-09-30T08:12:00.001-07:00

You THINK you can say whatever you want about me because you THINK that we're close.

You THINK that whatever you have said will not effect me whatsoever because we're close, oh wait, that's what you THINK.

You stick around me like a paperclip gripping sheets of paper, like a UHU at the corners of a model, like a cork screwed to a wine bottle, because you THINK that we're cool like that.

Well, the way you THINK is screwing you up. Screwing me up,because I've to put up with it.

The way you THINK got us in dilemma, got me THINKING everyday about what you'll do next,

because whatever you do, is not cool. It is not cool. It keeps me THINKING about consequences you'll do for whatever I've done. So.not.cool.

So, you better stop THINKING what you've been THINKING all this while because what you THOUGHT has not done me any mercy.

You THINK you can say anything about me because you THINK that we're close.

Well then, THINK again.

Obviously.

-nikkiGrr

2011-09-30T07:41:00.000-07:00

I tell myself everyday that I am not looking for a replacement of you.

I'm just scared if I do it unintentionally, without realising it.

sungguh gedik.

2011-09-25T03:33:00.001-07:00

" May we be rich and not necessarily famous one day to travel the globe. "

-Huda XD

2011-09-23T21:53:00.000-07:00

I want to go to Barcelona and witness the infamous SAGRADA FAMILIA with my own eyes.

Antonio Gaudi, you the man.

RANT

2011-09-23T07:33:00.000-07:00

You know you have a problem when you CONTINUOUSLY tweet about how sucky life is and how you're not appreciated or how the world is so evil and no one notices you.

Well here's my take on it.

GROW UP.

Yes the world is not fair.

People bullshit all the time.

Life is hard even though you THINK you've worked hard enough.

People always judge and belittle others just to make them feel better.

Shit happens.

Shit happens daily.

People change, every second.

Some befriend you due to some advantages they're getting.

Friends lie.

People lie.

Breakups happen.

People cheat all the time.

Husbands/Wives/Boyfriends/Girlfriends.

Your heart will get broken.

People blame other people.

Blame to get away from shit they have to face.

Lecturers get angry.

Parents get furious.

Friends betray you.

True friends stay.

Exams gets harder.

People fail.

Money is an issue.

You have too much money.

Neglect is how you feel.

and many more bullshits..

and the truth is,

JUST SHUT UP.

KEEP CALM AND GROW A FREAKING MUSTACHE.

It is not the end of the world.

There's that other part of the world where people are dying.

Sacrifices is being made worldwide without a second thought.

Stop backstabbing.

Stop complaining.

STOP WHINING.

Get up and BLAME YOURSELF once in a while.

What have YOU done to others? and not what others has done for you.

Smile and giveback.

God give you a life to live only once.

ABSORB what other people say,

digest it.

Swallow the positive and shit the negatives out.

Change your ATTITUDE.

THINK before speaking.

In fact, TALK LESS.

Befriend EVERYONE.

Just stop complaining and Thank GOD daily you're still alive and kicking.

Ignore what others have to say.

They're only there to bring you down.

If you're strong enough, you won't drown.

So I beg you please.

STOP COMPLAINING

AND MOVE ON.

A cover.

2011-09-20T07:32:00.000-07:00

I've wanted to do this for so long, so I did.

A cover of Nicki Minaj Super Bass rap intro.

Don't judge.

This is the other side of me you people do not know about.

meow.

grr.

2011-09-17T09:29:00.000-07:00

I freaking miss you laaahh. Like seriously.

Can't wait to start Architorture.

2011-09-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

Why don't you look me in the eyes when we're talking?

Pelik sungguh manusia.

lala.

2011-09-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

Honestly, I feel empty.

No emotions. The fact that you're so far away, hurts. Yes.

Why do we still contact each other? Friends. I know.

But fuck it. Who am I kidding? I can't lie to myself.

Feelings just don't fade. It's been a year. A long year.

I tried to move on. With so many.

None worked. Because they're just not you.

Feelings just don't fade. They stay for a reason.

Slap me please. Will somebody just SLAP MEEEEE.

Studio Hours

2011-08-09T20:38:00.001-07:00

STUDIO HOURS ARE EXTENDED FROM 10AM - 6PM.

IMMA GO SHOOT SOMEBODY NOW SO GO HIDE YOUR KIDS, HIDE YOUR WIFE.

:(

2011-08-09T10:44:00.000-07:00

Measured Drawing,

why you no go draw yourself one haaa? I very tired oledi worr. Everyday I trim lines on Otokad can die one arrr. My eyes very the juling I sue you then you know.

I click click that line, never one to come out wan...very the ma fan arr. What you think I am? Not yet Arkeetek you know? I got shoot myself one first laar haa..Bloody people send me bloody drawing not finish osoo.

Yours truly larr hor,

Very the grr grr one.

You.

2011-08-05T10:21:00.000-07:00

Hey you,

I'm happy that you're happy now.

I hope what happened between us stays between us.

I'm glad that I'm still the person you come to when you have problems.

I got your back. and I hope you get mine,

because a friend like you is hard to find.

So thank you :)

Bro's for life.

Tumblr

2011-05-28T09:10:00.000-07:00

CLICK THIS LINK IF YOU THINK YOU'RE AWESOME.

LIKE SERIOUSLY

I AM AWESOME, THEREFORE I MUST CLICK

my baby is born :)

Morse Code

2011-05-26T08:06:00.000-07:00

No offence, but I'm just freaking offended.

Every time you want to post something somewhere, these weird verification thingy pops out - that's suppose to be obvious to kids aged 3 years and below. You know, like the retarded looking words that spells out words that would not be approved by Oxford Dictionary.

Yes, THAT.

" oooh ohhh READ MEEEEE " dumb.

I did not have problems reading these but recently, I could not pass many of these horrific human lying detector.

I think I'm slow! My IQ level has decreased tremendously, and I'm about to become, what people call it : Normal. Now, that's when we've got problem - swag mode.

It is said that if you are able to solve these, you're practically smarter than your computer as I quote, ahem "Because other computers are supposedly unable to solve the CAPTCHA, any user entering a correct solution is presumed to be human" . I'm just not, am I?

Sometimes, it feels like I have to prepare before typing out the obvious words, so that I don't feel cheated. It's like someone just high-5 me in the face! "ha ha FAILED". Often these words are exaggerated a lil bit too far, its almost impossible for me humans to read.

have mercy.

teee heeeeeeeeee <3

twitter

2011-05-26T08:03:00.000-07:00

and this was trending : areas on why im single

from:

iRespectFemales Greg F.

#areasonwhyimsingle is because so far...nobody has been amazing enough to change that.

that right there, is beautifully written. We got swaag.

Lord Voldermort have twitter too. fyi.

double the :B

I hate...things #2

2011-05-20T23:45:00.000-07:00

Do you know what annoys me?

- surfing through the web, opening websites, and BAM. music comes out!

I honestly hate websites with music/song/sound in them. No offence, but I was listening to my jam and they screwed it up. Big Time. Now, I can't function.

Bye.

Rebecca Black.

2011-05-19T05:54:00.000-07:00

This post has no happy emotions in them. L O L .

A 13 year old with rich parents. What do you get?

BAM. One hell of a song with the awesomest video clip eveeerrrrr *bitch slap me right here.

I couldn't care less about little miss black till people started telling me how much I look like her. FYI, she looks like me, I was born first. like durh.

So I started checking out her oh-so-awesome video, and was facepalm-ing all the way.

Fun Fun Fun Fun. No, I was not looking at my reflection. Why is people comparing? I wouldn't mind if she had like a one-hit-wonder kinda thing, but this is just plain sad. I don't look like Rebecca Black.

My Facebook wall is like Ms Black's mini fan page. My friends are the coolest people alive. I swear. Friday has the stupidest lyrics and the black rapper is a sad Usher wannabe. What a pedo.

and no I will not post up a comparison picture. alkfhsdl;ogiwhr;jnskvnldk.

bye.

meet the awesome Jay. :)

a video made for his korean fans I believe who likes cute and colourful blah blahs.

Childhood Memories

2011-05-10T09:36:00.000-07:00

It was trending so I had to post!

Growing up, my parents weren't around a lot. I grew up with different people around me, they became substitute parents. I guess. That is why, we were bimbotic naughty children.

Childhood memories I had :

# Created a game which involves Barney the purple dinosaur killing us at the end.

# Created our own musical entitled ' Dancing Mermaid Girls' . fuck.

# Did somersaults at hotel buffet areas during breakfast.

# Played with Mama's china collection for tea-party session.

# Dropped Mama's bag of diamonds and it got sucked by the vacuum cleaner.

# Scratched my back on the rug.

# Buried my brother's marbles in the ground (game), only to realise later it was hard to find.

# Wrestled with my brother on the bedroom floor. Like beasts.

# Cooked Maggi in the cup without water in the microwave. hell yes.

# Ironed my whole arm, and kept it from my mom for a few hours till it looked NASTY.

# Burnt the grass outside my garden.

# Fell and slide on the tarred road.

# Cycled to places I wasn't suppose to.

# Dropped my watch my dad bought me from the window of the 3rd floor.

# Rode on the motorbike with Abg Sollah in the front basket.

# Was so happy I could spell CONGRATULATIONS. fuck yeahh it's a long word!

# Ate my boogers, once. I swear.

# Decorated the birthday cake with m&m's of all sort.

# Played in the drain to catch tadpoles.

# Recorded myself acting/singing with my dad's camera without permission. Camwhoring liddat.

# Uses/played the badminton racket as a guitar (out loud ) just so my dad would buy me one. two actually. tak malu.

I am such a brat.

nikkiGRR

HOT.

2011-05-10T07:34:00.000-07:00

It's a small world when girlfriends collide and boyfriends are recycled.

- nikki.Grr, 2011.

Which is SO TRUE.

I'm boiling, in my own house, in my own room.

The temperature/heat is unbearable.

I showered 5 times a day. Today.

My armpits sweat like cuhrayzee.

It's so hot:

The air is so still.

My neighbourhood is a microwave.

I'd fry an egg on the sidewalk.

Water boils.

Clothes go dry in an hour.

Grass goes crispy.

People get ~~tanned~~ burnt.

Metal expands and never contracts.

I'd pretend it's snowing. Crazy like that *snaps finger.

I ate ice cubes.

I'd go naked if I had to.

I am HOT. Not literally. Like really hot. So hot, your eyes burns.

Wanna know what else is hot?

"Lets get these teens hearts beating faster faster!"

Brendon Urie of PATD

and you. yes you.

when are you coming back?

Faster laaa.

-.-

Whart HOLIDAY?

2011-05-08T05:29:00.000-07:00

Exam just ended last Friday.

Next week : Meeting for Terang - Architecture Jamboree in JOHOR BABYY.

One week of preparation.

One week in UTM Johor. - They're hosting!

Sunday = Holiday.

Then 2 weeks in Trang, Thailand.

2 months of measured drawing.

THEN

3 weeks holiday - Puasa! Raya!

and hello 2nd year.

T.T

I stopped

2011-05-03T05:08:00.001-07:00

blogging for awhile because this blog constantly ~~reminds me of you.~~

anyways, I miss writing and

I will continue vomiting wonderful vocabulary from this delicious mouth of mine.

I had to blog because JAY PARK HAD AWESOME CHOREOGRAPHY for his latest song.

I have ONE MORE PAPER TO GO.

I am in love with BRENDON URIEEEE.

shazzaaam.

:B = Mr. ASS. ( That's a 'B' for buttocks you sexay people out there)

this is my " I heart you Brendon Urie" face

I have the urge to ....

2011-01-27T10:26:00.000-08:00

post. So , I posted.

and I'm glad you called. :)

bye.

Nadal, the new face of Armani's undies and jeans.

2011-01-22T09:01:00.000-08:00

I knew it!

I knew that they were going to take Nadal. Ronaldo, Beckham, and now Nadal!

Dreams do really come true.

" Hello ladies "

- in a thick Spanish accent.

tee hee xD

you.

2011-01-21T01:20:00.000-08:00

I met you last week.

Saya cuci mata like crazy. HAR HAR.

Translation

I checked you out like crazy. HAR HAR.

My blog entries are so shallow.

I know right?

sigh.

ps - This was not the person before. and before.

random #2

2011-01-21T01:02:00.000-08:00

I didn't go for my History class today because ______.

I missed Jaslynn's Birthday celebration yesterday because _____.

My drawings are not done yet because _____.

Stop giving excuses. Think about the people in Africa!

I will work harder for my parents.

For me.

and I will, one day, drive my own COOPER.

I am no longer a 'P' driver! I will be collecting my FULL LICENSE soon.

I've upgraded my mac's ram to a full 4GB.

I bought a gaming mouse.

I thought I smelled cookies.

I cleaned the toilet.

bye.

Random.

2011-01-18T08:44:00.000-08:00

I feel bad for making this blog look ugly.

I have no intention to post anything today. I'm the type of person who have so many random thoughts on my mind, daily. Random but GENIUS. HAR HAR. I can't help but to list some of it here.

- The world is so much funnier when you have a dirty mind.

- Why did the McD's Chocolate Ice Cream disappeared for a while and now it's coming back!?

- If permanent markers were actually permanent, we'd all be screwed.

- Why would you compress my shaved ice cream into a small container? Now its all liquid!

- I always Push on doors that says Pull. I can't help it. It's either I'm confused or I'm just too lazy to obey.

- Sometimes I pretend to text in awkward situation.

- I wonder why I check people's ass out. Male only.

- I click things on the computer thousand times hoping it'll load faster. I'm so smart liddat.

- I can only borrow 2 books from the library? I need MORE.

- I should stop saying fuck. Fuck.

- I stay at home nowadays but I pay for my residential college at my University too.

- Broccoli's should not absorb water like sponge. My broccoli's are always wet.

- People who like their own status on Facebook. Need I say more?

- Mamak's should have it's own drive-through.

- I feel guy-less. For now.

It's getting late now. I'll probably wake up the next day, open my blog and ..... fuck.

This post does not even, nevermind.

Tee Hee :)

The android says HARLOW - via the droid. I can't figure out how to compose. NOOOOB.

2011-01-16T09:16:00.000-08:00

Annoyed.

2011-01-13T23:36:00.000-08:00

I don't get you. The way you talk, it's annoying.

Your tone, towards me. as if you don't want to talk to me. Fuck laa.

I get it. It's okay. But acting all nice around people is what you're good at.

Tahulah pandai.

Smiling 24/7.

You're what they call 'Perfect'.

But I can see right through you.

and it hurts.

I don't know why I even bother calling you sometimes.

Asking you where you are.

Listening to your problems.

I will stop.

I'll stop asking.

Telling.

And all that stuff.

I'll be neutral when you're around.

You don't care, I don't care.

I'll do what I want, and you do whatever you want.

Done.

The saddest part is that I can't believe we're friends.

Turquoise? Kedai Muka

2011-01-13T07:41:00.000-08:00

I've been searching everywhere and finally, I've found it. HAR HAR.

Turquoise-ish Green Nail Polish

The Face Shop

GR503

Wani's been wearing nail polish for awhile now and I just could not resist.

Only applicable during the PMS season.

fark.

2011-01-01T07:52:00.000-08:00

my blog is temporarily hideous due to some technical glitch.

will be prettier once I figure out what's screwing it.

your's faithfully,

:{D

undercover brother.

I will again decorate it with some JAY

SMACK RIGHT IN THE CENTER HATERS

this blog has too much nudity.

age.

2011-01-01T06:56:00.000-08:00

its twenty eleven.

01.01.11

I can't believe I'm aging. I will want to age gracefully.

I'll be twenty soon.

Thank you to all the wonderful people in my life who had made this journey an awesome one.

" Life's a cow I made a burger

And I'm serving it with some fries

Gotta make do with the cards that are dealt

And though it's hard as hell

I know that God will help "

Jay Park

cuz Jay's sexy like that. *snaps finger.

2010 Memories gone wrong.

2010-12-28T07:03:00.000-08:00

Misunderstandings made by others towards me and hopefully it will be forgotten?.

*read with a touch of sarcasm.

People think I'm ~~old~~ older than they are because I'm ~~bigger~~ taller.

I have female stalkers.

Someone ~~twice~~ once told me I'd make a handsome man.

I'm always that girl from a "country-they're-not-sure-of".

Hey, let's talk to her. She speaks no Melayu.

I am my dad's daughter, NOT girlfriend.

I don't eat therefore I'm on a diet.

I listen to KPop. That's the ONLY thing I listen to.

I go back home all the time. I'm so manja.

I spend money therefore I'm so farking rich.

Lets go out with me because I'll freaking pay for the cab ride.

I speak English. bimbo gila.

I only eat at mahal places.

I went out with [insert a name here] . I'm only into hot guys.

I like Jay Park. I only like Chinese people. Jay's freakin' Korean.

I'm Chinese too. apparently.

Don't ask me where to eat because I suggested expensive places only.

I go to a private school, it's for elite students.

My name is Nik, tapi speaking. Kelantan celup.

I'm 1/4 Kelantanese, let's give her that WTF look.

OMG I didn't smile at you. I'm sombong.

I'm loud at times therefore I'm gedik.

I make horny jokes, that means I watch porn. What the hell.

My friends go clubbing therefore I go clubbing too.

Oh and they drink. I minum too.

I use a macbook. Lets not borrow hers.

I carry a dslr around. I must be an awesome photographer.

I carry a dslr around. I must be a show off. Gambar buruk.

I live in a bungalow. I have a freakin' swimming pool.

I don't wash my own clothes because I send it home. Lazy bastard.

I borrowed your iron. I don't know how to use one.

I like dancing, because of my clubbing habits. Right.

I'm a so called free hair. Mesti wild gila.

I don't know a lot of malay short forms. Perasan mat saleh konon.

Don't take this too seriously. It happened.

People always judge.

Perceptions.

Stereotype.

These are all facts which are not true.

2011 will kill.

for reaalzzz.

:{D

decorations.

2010-12-28T06:18:00.000-08:00

this blog is so dull.

I shall pimp it up with JAY.

SMACK RIGHT IN THE CENTER.

papa #2

2010-12-23T05:48:00.000-08:00

My dad was trying to log onto his Facebook. He was required to choose a security question. Panicked, he screamed for my name.

I came, annoyed as ever knowing that it must be one of his computer melt-downs. I happily choose the question for him.

" What is the name of my first pet? "

Answer : GOAT.

"Pa, that's not a name......"

"I don't remember it's name...But I had a goat!"

I wanted to ROFFLE (ROFL) so badly my stomach hurt. Facebook would not accept the answer because ~~it's just plain stupid~~ it needs to be more than just a 5 letter word. So he typed in..with confidence of course..

Answer : GOAT MEME

What the hell is that?

I'm so sorry, goat. I , too, was named after my dad. harhar.

At least I know where my sense of humour came from.

tee hee xD

bla.

2010-12-19T23:37:00.000-08:00

I don't get it.

Why create only a few English classes if you want the whole freakin' university to take it?

WHY?

20 credit hours for this semester alone. Holy Cow.

I'm gonna have to work ~~my ass off~~ harder.

PS blogspot hates me. It won't let me change font. This is foogly.

.

2010-12-18T19:40:00.000-08:00

" it's in the doing that the idea comes "

edward bacon

I will whip my hair back and forth for second semester.

Papa and Edward Cullen

2010-12-18T08:00:00.000-08:00

My dad was watching Twillight the other day.

Papa: "Areen, papa nak vampire"

Papa looks at Edward Cullen on the tv screen and say

"Datang sini, dekat Jalan 19/19! Cepat!"

Me: "Papa you did not just talk to Edward"

Papa: "Papa nak suruh dia datang sini.. I need to balik Pasir Putih (Kelantan). Dia boleh angkat papa.. Wheeee Wheee ek sekejap je dah sampai."

omg.

Kem BKTA.

2010-12-18T06:59:00.000-08:00

I spent 3 days at Kuala Kubu Bharu....somewhere in Selangor.

Another scholarship camp. A camp to boost your confidence,train you how to be a lecturer, meet new people and bla bla.

The down part.

-Toilet

That's the most important part of any trip. I need to shit with grace. I can't have foreign objects in the loo when nature calls. That is OBSURD.

-My bed.

Covered with tiny little ants that gets stuck to my towel and clothes. and it ate my snacks for survival. fark.

-The food

I'm sorry. I only consumed it just to do my stomach a favour.

The best part.

- Rafting

We created our own boats using skills from students with various backgrounds in biology, chemistry, maths and architecture. Okay maybe I'm just pushing it but really, it was just COMMON SENSE. We sailed with grace through air longkang covered with a layer of oil and other substance that shall not be named here and sailed/rowed towards the huge river. We swam like huge ugly orange fishes towards the river bank and we made it there alive.

harhar. Sorry Nike's. You are now as smelly as hell.

-Weird games

No doubt they tried very hard to fill our time with games that put your personalities to test...kononnyer. pffft. Who cares. Putting balloons under your armpits and below your crotch while running 50m away is entertaining. So is jumping in odd square boxes to save a fictional character. Oh boy I went curraazyyy.

-Jungle Trekking

This was my 3rd time doing this in 2010 alone. Honestly, this wasn't chall

enging at all. A 10 minute break every 50m walk in the jungle is just -.- I need me a challenge. rawrr.

-Apple sharing.

2 apples. One for the females and one for the males. To care is to share. Say what? One apple is to be eaten by 110 girls in the jungle. I find this amusing but never would I want to do this again with strangers I just met yesterday.

Majority of the students are from the Science Faculty and only a handful were Architecture Students. I must say, it was definitely an odd/interesting combo.

Honestly. It hasn't hit me yet that I will have to teach the future generations Architecture.

Am I really prepared?

Can I teach?

I can work at a firm too.

Do I look like a lecturer?

To study to get a PHd? REALLY? WHAT?

How far can I go?

...

Am I cool enough?

Dr. Ar. Prof nikki gersang.

rawwwr.

:)

2010-12-11T19:17:00.000-08:00

Taman Negara, 2010.

I am improving!

xD

2010-12-09T04:49:00.000-08:00

My mom hates people who complains.
She hopes one of her anaks would enter the political world and start making changes.

If we start to rant about something, anything, she'd tell us to go become a politician and start changing the way the law is. The way things are. Instead of sitting there and ranting 24/7, things aren't going to happen if no one starts.

She said if she had a million ringgit, she'd be a politician by now. But too bad she had decided on sending her 3 kids to private schools. Partly, the blame was ours. How is that so?

This is the most ridiculous post ever.
bye.

RIP JAY PARK

2010-12-06T03:22:00.000-08:00

The day History Paper ended, I went online to buy myself VIP TICKET or JAY PARK'S SHOWCASE.

Of course. How dumb of me. The abs-tastic boy.
The tickets sold out.

fark.

farkfarkfarkfark.

I wanted to go so badly! Should have bought them EARLIER.

I am . speechless.
Oh dear Jay.

This sucks more than the Number 1 Question about Egyptians when I opened the History paper.
It feels like waking up to warm milk in the fridge because someone forgot to put it back.
It feels like the curry puff that was only half-filled with curry potatoes.
It feels like my favourite ice-cream slipped from my fingers.
It feels like buying new empty notebooks.
It feels like opening ice-cream tubs in the freezer only to find frozen chicken.

dang it.
T.T

wheeee

2010-12-05T17:28:00.001-08:00

I am back on deviantart and flickr baby.

wheeeee.

I got an A for Design Theory!
THANK YOU colourful moustache for making this all possible.

Here's the 2nd assignment.

Undercover Brother

Start tasting with taste buds under your nose.
Known as the "Undercover Brother", you'll be undercover wherever
and whenever! wtf.

and it was featured in En. Megat's tumblr.
wahauhauhauhau.

Potter Spoofs.

2010-11-19T20:16:00.001-08:00

I heart JK Rowling and her awesome imagination.

He'd be climbing in your windows.

Plagiarism.

2010-11-16T06:16:00.000-08:00

Hey you.
Yes you.

You come here, to this awesome website.
You use your fat little fingers and right click on my alphabets.words.emotions.

COPY.

PASTE.

on your ugly little website/blog/tmblr/blah.
and signed it with your name.

That is called PLAGIARISM.idiot.
of course you wouldn't know.

I knew it all along. You can READ. BUT NOT COPY AND PASTE IT ELSEWHERE CLAIMING THAT IT IS YOURS.

screwed up mothaaa.

sincerely.
*toot*.

Because of some of you out there, now my blog have an ugly black COPYSCAPE banner on my right. bullshit.

nose.

2010-11-12T02:34:00.000-08:00

I have a HUGE nose.

So what?

okay stop looking at it.
tee hee.

Jay Park in Malaysia.

2010-11-10T18:09:00.000-08:00

You've read that right!

My "hotsetufff" JAYYYY will be having a fan meet on
December 4th,
2 PM onwards at
Putrajaya International Convention Center!

WAHLIAOOO. The weekend right after my exam!
I want the VIP ticket. I'll buy the freakin' VIP ticket.
This is why.

"hoo yeahh"

Pervert gila.

Book your tickets NOW!
CLICK HERE for JAY'S ABS

So who's coming with me?
tee hee.

Urban dict.

2010-11-08T18:35:00.000-08:00

WARNING : READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

To my family, I'm known as Areen.

My friends call me nik/nikki/nikkito/fadzreen/gendut/ngegeh/______(Insert stupid word here)

So HUDA have decided to search the name "aren" (similar .. pfft) on Urban Dictionary because she have no life on her droid. I heart you dada. No worries.
and GUESS what came out!

	Aren
	buy aren mugs, tshirts and magnets One of the best names ever. If you are called Aren it means you are too cool and good looking for the human eyes. It is also said that Arens are the most amazing people in the world, and everyone bows down to the divine, and the one true Aren. Aren is indeed rumored around the world as a "hottie". Legend says, that the true Aren was so good looking, that just by his handsomeness Aren was able to stop an intellectual war between Microsoft and Apple. Aren is a very divine being. Also, great heroic autobiographies tell that Aren's great muscles when flexed are twice the size of the moon, and Aren is also accounted in autobiographies as twice as hot as the surface as the Sun. Aren is indeed a divine, powerful, handsome being. OH MY GOSH! LOOK LOOK IT IS THE AREN! I MUST BOW BEFORE HIM AND HIS ALL-POWERFUL PIKACHU!!

Note : I know it's for a Dude but who cares? You must bow before me and my pikachu!

	Nikki
	buy nikki mugs, tshirts and magnets Quite possibly the cutest, sweetest, and most attractive girl you'll ever meet. Not only is she pretty and hot, but she has great intellectual insight and is all around a perfect person. No matter what she does, you could never get mad at her. When you see her pictures, her smile, her eyes, you feel not only turned on, but content. Content because you know that she is everything you could ask for. "Have you met Nikki?" "Yes, and I think I want to marry her." "We all do." Nikki needs no example, she is the example. Have you seen that girl? Yeah she's got to be a Nikki.

Now, before you start going all "beeeetcchhh" , this is just for FUN.
They're just mere facts. Written by bored Nikki's and Areen around the world.
You can't deny the fact though. har har. Just kidding.
I'm bored as hell aren't I.

tee hee.

When I was younger...

2010-11-07T06:10:00.000-08:00

Here's Part 1.

I are lazy. Hence the ugly...everything.
A for the effort! No?

tee hee :)

Sometimes.

2010-11-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I scratched my eyebrows so hard I pulled out a few eyebrow hair,
by accident.

and I would get totally freaked out, because I don't want to be eyebrow-less.

Just, sometimes.
tee hee :)

PS : I killed the fat rat and traded it in with AWESOME colourful fishes. say YES to feng shui!

:P

Whip IT.

2010-11-05T07:46:00.000-07:00

"I whip my hair back and forth" - says Will Smith's daughter.

Willow Smith - Whip My Hair.

I want Will Smith's genes.
dang.

ANDROID BABY!

2010-11-04T04:03:00.000-07:00

Android, you so sexy.

tee hee. :D

Don't buy a phone because of it's brand.
Buy a phone based on it's OS. (Operating System)

Android is an OS. Just like a mac or a windows.
It is now outselling iPhone and blackberries worldwide.

You can download ALL KINDS OF APPLICATION your head can just burst.

So far, What'sApp had gotten me high.
It's an application where we're allowed to send text,video,mail,pictures to everyone in the whole wide world for free, providing that they too have What'sApp, which is only applicable on smartphones (iphones,berries,adroides and google nexus) .

SO, get an Android will you.
Screw the brands.
:D

telePON.

2010-11-02T07:56:00.000-07:00

Saya telah membeli telefon baru. Sangat gembira!

Tidak sangka saya boleh beli phone ini dengan cepatnya. Saya ingat esok lusa baru saya akan dapat phone ini. Bestnya.

Saya nak lompat dengan gembira (jump for joy).

I got me a Samsung Galaxy yo. An Android phone that puts all the iphone's and the berries to shame.

to shame!

sila mintak mak kuih sepotong.

:)

mama.

2010-10-31T19:51:00.000-07:00

My mom was furious when she found out that I didn't purchase myself a new phone.

Well first of all, I kinda need a new phone, but it wasn't a necessity yet.
Secondly, I didn't want to waste my money on a new phone, yet.

The purpose of me getting this scholarship was to not depend on my parents anymore.
har.
har.

But she insisted that I use up my money for anything I want and if it's all gone, she'll give me more.

Now that is just _____.

okay, thank you? I guess.

I am so confused.

har. HAR.

2010-10-31T19:22:00.001-07:00

Final Presentation.

Imagine talking in front of 3 lecturers with the shitiest voice ever.
A voice, so sexy , it could melt 14 year old's hearts everywhere.
So seductive, it puts Bieber to shame.

I lost my voice the night before Final Presentation.
fark.

You know what's the shitiest part of all?
Not being able to finish my presentation because my throat dried up like an ugly raisin.
and the only sound that's left were mere whispers that can scare the shit out of my lecturers.

I sounded like a retarded Ju-On for crying out loud.

Sleepless night did not help my throat at all. It felt like sandpaper.

Thank god my "buddy" helped me complete my drawing for my final presentation.
I'm glad En.Megat loved my triangular headed human figure.
He hated my so called Ikea furniture though. Well I hate it too. Bad planning. HARHAR.

All in ALL.
Alhamdulillah everything went well.
Thank God I'm still alive after every single crit.
I now have 60% of Ju-On's voice left in me.
because I am cool liddat.

Architorture have tortured me this week.

BACK TO THINGS THAT REALLY MATTERS

Jay Park, NigaHiga and WongFu Bromanced all over youtube!
My dreams came true.

tee hee <3>

wtf.

2010-10-19T23:15:00.000-07:00

Chinchilla, I Choose You

Pet Store | San Diego, CA, USA

Customer: “Hi, I’m looking for a pet for my daughter. I think she’d like one of those furry things. You know, a pikachu?”

Me: *pause* “A pikachu?”

Customer: “Yeah, you know. It looks like a hamster and a rabbit put together.”

Me: “Do you mean a chinchilla?”

Customer: “Yeah! That’s it!”

awww.

2010-10-17T07:12:00.000-07:00

PASUM 09/10
JKP meeting, right after English Week - midnight.
We were locked in the meeting room for a few hours.
With food of course.

I miss this.

HTC WILDFIRE

2010-10-17T00:44:00.000-07:00

Android phone!
I WANT CHEEWWWW.

so hot liaoo.

Final Project

2010-10-16T19:47:00.000-07:00

Gliding Common Lizard.
Draco something

I can't even look at a picture of a lizard on google images, let alone a real freakin' one.
I have trouble sketching it too.
These imaginations run wild.
They're ugly little creatures.
Weird skin texture. Berkedut-kedut.
Sick I tell ya, sick.

SOOOOO Why did I pick Lizards again?
you tell me.
-.-

What is this feeling.

2010-10-16T07:16:00.000-07:00

I am. empty.

It's hard.
Just empty.

I was so used to ... you.
That's why.

That night, you spilled it.
and you blamed me. Partially.

I don't know how you could just pretend that nothing happened.
What you said.
What you did.
Those texts. Those words.
That attitude. That kerek-ness.
That touch. That feeling.
What was that?

I know I did not acknowledge your. words. your confessions.
Because I thought it would not have last.
I was considering others around me, friends, who disliked you.
I thought you were fooling around.
I thought Nadal would come marry me.
hah.

I know I kept you waiting.
long. very long.
and you don't know the answer,
till today, you still don't.
How I wish I could just tell you.
Right here right now.
But you've moved on. I guess.

Your request to meet my mom.
Had never been granted.
Because my mom does not like meeting my friends. since I was in primary school.
But she would have liked you, kot.

Those stories you shared with me.
Thank you.
My MMU days were way better when you were around.
My after-PASUM holidays were even better when you were around.
My Telekom interview camping days too.
My demam days.
My emo-nak-mampos days.
My omg nadal is so hot days.
My phone rosak days.
My UM orientation days.

That other side of you.
that want's to change.
that no one knows.
that keeps pushing.
I sense it disappearing. you met her. she met you.
Please, don't go back to the way you use to be.
The messed up you.

Because right now, you're so fucked up.
Honestly.
drinking.smoking.partying.
is not cool. and now you're part of it.
since when? I managed you before.
remember?
I was actually so freakin tired of you yesterday.
wow.
penat, tahu tak?
So go get yourself a brand new attitude.

because we're all sick and tired of you.
yay.

Sometimes. I . am. awesome.
I want my baby jay .
Hello virtual boyfriend.

Tee hee :{D

.

2010-10-12T07:08:00.000-07:00

It has been 5 days.
you ass.

do miss me.

sep sep sep bom bom bom

2010-10-11T09:10:00.000-07:00

sep sep sep
bom bom bom

ola oli
kuberi nama
saudara saudari
cikebum cikebum
malam malam minggu
siang siang hari
disco disco
putih putih melati
ali baba
merah merah jelita
meow meow
siapa yang cantik
hati cinderella
...
and then I forgot.

assalamualaikum
kum apa combat
bat apa batman
man apa mentol
tol apa tolak
lak apa laksa
sa apa sepak
pak apa pakcik
cik apa cicak
cak apa cawan
wan apa wan two three four five six seven eight nine ten
ten apa tembak
bak apa bak duit
duit apa duit sen
sen apa sentul??

and then I forgot.

Under the rainbow,
under the sea bom bom bom
You are forever,
you are for me, bom bom bom

and then I forgot.

This is what real kids do, way before the Wii and the PS2 was invented.
It's so weird reading it then actually saying it.
I wonder who created the lyrics. It makes no freakin' sense.

:)

First years will be going to Songkhla Thailand during our special semester for the whole 2 months for measured drawing! by BUS from KL to Perlis and then to Songkhla.
wuttahhelll.

Sorry but I'll be flying. safe and cheap. hello?

Will I date, myself?

2010-10-10T06:37:00.000-07:00

I imagine myself as the boy.
As a boy.
and I wonder, Will I date me? Will you date, you?

I won't date myself. ouch.

I find myself, angry. annoying.
loud at times and random.
so random that I scare the shit out of me sometimes.

I say things without thinking, sometimes.
I can annoy myself. I can annoy you.
and I don't find myself hot. haha.
dang you're not hot. I'm so not dating me.

but I am, interesting.
pffft.
or not. but I find myself pretty interesting, sometimes.

so to all the ex's out there.
thank you for dating the one person I will not date,
myself.

:)

the saddest blog entry I've written so far was on July 16, 2010.
WOW it's fun reading back old entries.
I felt like punching my face all the time!
all the freakin time!

papa.

2010-10-09T01:37:00.001-07:00

my dad sent me a text yesterday saying

" okay boleh pergi tapi tak boleh dating "

right after I asked him to send me the car.

I love you papa. harhar.

my drug.

2010-10-09T01:34:00.000-07:00

miss a - breathe

annoying macam apa.
but I got hooked.
har har.

people.

2010-10-06T19:53:00.001-07:00

People.

I don't like people who talks about other people CONSTANTLY.
Who talks bad about other people every minute of the day.
Who forgot that they themselves are sucky as hell.
Who does not where to draw the line.

I respect people who's loud, but cares about feelings of others.
This so called "direct" personality is a definite bullshit.
You don't like what I wear?
You don't like what I buy?
You don't like how I spend my money?
You don't like who my friends are?

Fark. I don't care. Be my friend, fine. But keep irrelevant opinions to yourself

Because I don't fucking care.

YOU should now where to draw the line.
What is right, what is wrong.
If you don't, then just shut your pie-hole.

thank you.

-.-

2010-10-04T09:12:00.000-07:00

What is with the rumours?

Wanna know who I'm dating?
My self.

:)

here there

2010-10-04T08:49:00.000-07:00

Where have I been.

We konvoi-ed raya last Saturday to Syaza's house.
From UM-Putrajaya-Bangi-Subang-Bangsar-UM .
Many were shocked with the person I invited to join along. I shall not comment. We needed the extra transport and it was nice of him to come and help and paid for the minyak. :)

I went Camping last last week. A freakin' REAL CAMPING TRIP for our final year project. I slept in a tent. I showered under the rain and not ~~in the chalet.~~ We had an awesome campfire session. Gossips flowed like crazy. All these thoughts can now lay to rest.

No doubt, I freaked out one night when I saw a silhouette from the inside of my tent. I kicked it while I was still zipped inside my ugly sleeping bag. I looked like sausage. A rather cute one. harhar. I kicked the canvas/door of the tent. It didn't move. I panicked. Shocked. Read all the ayat's I could think off and went to slept. Little did I know, that it was actually the silhouette of my fellow camp mates, casted by the campfire. What a noob.

Who plans a camping trip in the middle of the raining season? FIRETRUCK. My tent got SOAKED. It created it's own swimming pool on the inside. My bags were wet. Everything was just so wrong. I could not even sketch. It rained 3 days in a row. Nice.

The awesome part? The 3 hour boat ride. Slept halfway. The scenery sort off repeats itself over the next hour. pffft. And the boat ride in the middle of the night and the only thing that's visible is the BIG MOON and flash lights. Nice.

I saw the ugliest/biggest/fattest/blackest frog in the cave GUA TELINGA. Bigger than a full green coconut, waiting there. Feeds on bats. Go figure. The journey inside Gua Telinga was so narrow I was praying hard the whole time so that I would not slip. It was dark, like staring at a black paper.

All in all. A wonderful experience in Taman Negara. Thank God food was provided. Me cook? I think I'd rather starve.

I had to use the Faculty's Nikon d60 camera throughout the whole trip. and I don't fancy it. Nope.

-.-

2010-09-19T10:07:00.000-07:00

No wonder my phone still works.
Read.
Telco Torture

Damn you people.

you.

2010-09-19T08:21:00.000-07:00

fark. you.
Yes, you.

Don't talk about other girls when I'm around.
It annoys the shit out of me.

Who was the girl
you went out with,
texted you,
cared for you when you're sick,
bought you expensive gifts,
ate dinner with,
touched you here there,
paid for your meals,
drove you around..

and bla bla.
Grow up, please?

Because, I'm not like that.
Just so you know.
and still available baby!
:D
*cheap publicity.

wrong identity.

2010-09-17T10:00:00.001-07:00

I had to go to CIMB today to open up a new account. As usual, it was not a busy day. pffft. Raya-LAH! I walked in, the bank was partially empty. Being a noob like always, I walked up to the bank officer sitting at his desk near the entrance.

and so, I asked.

" Nak bukak account? "
" Oh, are you a student here? "
" A'ah "
" Well, here, fill in this form and yes, go....go and find a place to sit and fill up the form "
" Okay "
" But you know, you need to ...em...you need to bring your offer letter "
" Offer letter? University offer letter? "
" Yes, yes, bring your offer letter and your passport...you know...passport.."
" Passport???? "
" Yes you need your passport..because if not you cannot open a bank account here "
" ...... "

Since when do I need a passport to open up a new bank account?
and then, BAM. Knew it. Mistaken identity.
I didn't want to make a big deal so I went to the table nearby, sat down and quietly filled up my form. I gave him my form together with my IC. you know, IC.

" okay okay, come here sit down....sit down.."
( Looks at my IC - with careful observation. ) -shocked.
( Looks at me )
( Checks my house address )
" Laaaa, raya mana nih dik? "

Cantik abang tuh cover line.
Passport tuh nak lagi ke?
xD

life.

2010-09-15T10:32:00.000-07:00

Life can sometimes be _____. I take it in slowly, one step a day but life can be evil.
There are a few things in life that makes me go ...........

1. Pineapples in Pizza's.
Evil. Disgusting. Words Can't describe this. I want to enjoy eating my pizza, not waste time digging out weird pineapples that's already buried in the tomato sauce.

2. Pineapples in ANYTHING.
Personally I think a fruit should just stay as a fruit and it should not be blended/cooked/bbq-ed into anything weird like Curry Pineapple. Mind you, it exist.

3. Youtube Stops Loading
You're watching a video. The video happily loads 40% of the way, and suddenly, BAM. It stops loading. FML. Thank god for UniFi, now everything is super FAST :)

4. When there's a slow retarded car in front of you.
The title pretty much says it all.

5. Smelly Sticky Chubby Children
They run around eating candy, sweating and worst of all they smell like Cheezels, the cheeseball snack. Damn.

6. AutoPay Station that does not shut up
"Please pay the amount shown on the display. Please pay the amount shown on the display" multiply by INFINITY. farrk. And I press the receipt button just to annoy the person behind me. bad.ass.

7. Parking Spots that seems empty from afar because a SMALL CAR parked there.
Like Kelisa's, Kancils...etc.
"Shit weiyh! Parking! Faster "
"Oh wait, a kancil "
"#@($&@(%&#$(%"

8. Battery for Astro Remote Longgar.
Then I have to SHAKE IT and SHAKE IT and KETUK IT on the table to get it start working again.

9. Foreign Stuff in my ABC
I love ABC (Shaved Ice with syrup). The only thing I eat in the ABC is the ice. Screw the other jellies/peanuts/weird black things/colourful chewy balls, my mom will eat those.

10. Notification's on Facebook over a Status/Picture/Comment that you liked.
I'm never liking anything soon. I like one thing, and the notifications will start piling up. I just want to like it. I don't care if other people like it too or comment on it. I WANT TO LIKE IT. Screw other people. pffft .

:)

whoah.

2010-09-15T05:29:00.000-07:00

Now this is music.
:)
and it's free!

oh RAMBUT.

2010-09-15T04:34:00.000-07:00

To : the person who want's to know who cut and style my hair.

His name is Stephen ~~so cute liao~~. Chinese Male working at Kimora Salon, SS2.
and he's been snipping/washing/styling my hair since I was..17?

Always go to the same person. Only trust one person to cut and style your hair.
okay?
okay.
TEE HEE.

I remember I had this really bad haircut. It was super super short and I felt like shooting the hairdresser guy with my M16. I was 14 and I dare not put pictures up.

I had another super super short haircut by the same guy when I was 13. Fuck. At 15, my hair was just very dull and flat. No layers. Nothing. No fringe. Nothing.

At 16, I had layers but no fringe. Just super ODD LA-LA layers. God knows what the hairstylist was thinking. After 4 months, I went back for a trim and he did the same thing. FML.

At 17, I was thinking about SPM way too much so my hair was the same back when I was 15. I stopped layering my hair since he made me looked like some rejected asian doll with a bad haircut.

At 18, I was in PASUM. I layered my hair, MINIMALLY - and it turned out great. Stephen, my life saver saved my hair. But he did not cut my stupidly ugly looking short fringe. Some douche did that.

HAR HAR Stephen's so cute.
I like it when he washes my hair. HAHAHAHHAHA.
whatthe EFF?

this is my abang.
We call him Ajol.
"abang joe"
pffft.

ngehe.

2010-09-09T05:56:00.000-07:00

Saya sudah potong rambut liaaooooo.
I've trimmed my hair liaoooo.

Before

After

HAHAHAHAH xD

Raya.

2010-09-08T23:16:00.000-07:00

I love my Kad Raya's.
This was done, in ten minutes.
For all 3.
Forgive me if it's ugly.
I was too sleepy.
and I used my tablet, not the mouse.

To my readers,
pfft if I even have any,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDUL FITRI
HAPPY EID UL-FITR

Remember to not overeat,
be nice to others,
accept duit raya's,
eat kuih raya's,
do your assignments,
and lastly
dress to impress.

Hope all is forgiven.
Any wrongdoings, mishaps, gedik-ness and gendut-ness,
let's start fresh.

I'll be going back to Parit Jawa MUAR JOHOR on Friday.
Thank God I still have a kampung.

tee hee :)

fyi

2010-09-08T08:51:00.000-07:00

that's FOR YOUR INFORMATION,
thank you very much.

Shoppink is spelled as SHOPPING.
Gurls/Gurlz is spelled as GIRLS.
Celamat is spelled as SELAMAT.
Papay is BYE BYE.
Ollz is spelled as ALL.

WHAT THE EFF RIGHT?
You language spoiler you.
If that is your way of being cute, by all means, go shoot yourself.

HOMYGAWD get it right.
Parent's spent money on our education for a reason.

and AISYA YASIM! If you're reading this, this is NOT FOR YOU.

LOL.

don't mess with me.

2010-09-07T10:26:00.000-07:00

Read this first.

yeah Huda, IN YOUR FACE :)

stupid late night chats. nyeh.

traffic jam

2010-09-06T08:22:00.000-07:00

*picture from Stephanie's facebook.

dang you traffic jam for making this whole day suck-ish.

:(

now i'm stuck here.

):
This is an upside down smiley.
I have mixed feelings when someone uses this.

I don't know why.
I think it's because...it's upside down.
It's not meant to be. No. Nope.

HAR HAR

shopped.

2010-09-05T05:51:00.000-07:00

yeay!

shopped at klcc.

:)

you.
remember how we use to be close?
talk about the stupidest things.

i miss that.

LOL.

2010-09-04T10:54:00.000-07:00

Okay, if you've got nothing to do, WATCH THIS.

CONTINUE
If you have a great sense of humour,by all means, WATCH THIS ONE TOO.

It is now on repeat in my iTunes. genius.

end of ramadhan.

2010-09-03T20:35:00.000-07:00

and I didn't even realize it. That's how we're so absorbed with our own work.

Sleepless nights, doing assignments from berbuka till sahur, almost all the time and before you realize it, it's the holidays. Ramadhan went by so freakin' fast.

I remember when I was younger, , ~~aged 6 and below~~ , my mom would not allow those who did not fast sit at the dining table. Too bad it only lasted 2 weeks. I puasa-ed penuh since I was 7 okay! :)
but not since *insert womanly phrases here ..... heh.

It's the holidays but the assignments are piling up like crazy. CRAZY.
I dare not list it down here.

I havent't done my raya shopping yet.
I haven't had the time to "berbuka" with some of my friends too.

I can't believe Akmal is leaving for UK already. Ate and hanged with them peeps yesterday before everyone leave to their respective hometown.

Thank you Kakleen and Ajol for the early duit raya. Mama had some great family planning skills to have me and Ira in her forties. We're studying now, and you're working! And mama only needs to spend on 2 people. HAR HAR.

off to berbuka with Abang and Hana. It's about time. :)

you.

2010-09-02T08:56:00.000-07:00

faaakk I can't get you out of my head.
This is what happens when you leave us hanging.

bodoh.